“Been thr but haven’t done that”

Strange feelings, strange emotions, strange life…

All of a sudden everything around me seems to be so strange, from professional to personal, things which were always in control are all of a sudden of my hands - so much so that sometime i look myself in the mirror and pity on myself, i always thought that “i have been thr n done that” but in reality every morning is a fresh start for me now - what ever i did yesterday and day before has no connection or reflection on my today and it’s a new beginning, everyday i have to build a new web to sail thru, everyday i have to walk miles all over again to recreate my world, everyday i have to prove my worth.

All the residues of my success lying around in my house have all of a sudden started haunting me, questioning my glorious past, my immense capacity to face challenges and difficulties that life throws at you...

But no matter what today i promised myself that i wont leave myself alone in this tough phase of life, no matter what i wont judge myself, no matter what i wont accept defeat without a fight...

It’s strange but unfortunately it’s true and no matter what i think – I might have been thr but for sure i haven’t done that…!